| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 09/02/1998 |
| Date of Death | 09/02/1998 |
| Visitors | 2,272 since 25/09/2008 |
| Creator |
connor would of been my third child,we looked forward to having him my son who was 8 at the time put
all his toys into a box for him,i had every thing i needed in for him and was looking forward to
bringing him home,there was a song on the radio by the lighthouse family that was played alot at the
time and connor would move about alot and kick when it come on and i would say do you like this song
little man,the song was called high,on the 9th of february i went into labour it was a monday when i
got to the hospital i was in alot of pain i had some gas and air and then there he was but he did'nt
cry the next thing the room was filled with doctors i knew something was wrong and after half an
hour we were told my son was died my world fell apart my perfect little man he was so perfect like
he was sleeping,it took me a long time to get over losing my little man he was so wanted with the
help of my family and friends i got to were i am now,My son was so wanted so loved i will never
forget you you'll always be mummys little man. xxxx love u cj xx
^♥^ fяιєи∂ѕ αяє ℓιкє fℓσωєяѕ ^♥^
^♥^ єαcн υиιqυє ιи тнєιя σωи ωαу, ^♥^
^♥^ ρυт тнєм αℓℓ тσgєтнєя ^♥^
^♥^ ωнαт α ωσи∂єяfυℓ вσυqυєт ^♥^
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You still live on in the hearts and minds,
Of the loving family you left behind.
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A garden of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears.
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Beautiful memories are treasured forever,
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Loved with a love beyond all feeling,
Missed with a grief beyond all tears.
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Sad was the parting, no one can tell,
So sudden on earth the sorrow fell;
The blow was hard, the shock severe,
To part with the one's we love so dear.
Dearer still as years depart
Their memory lives on within our heart.
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
Gone are the days we used to share,
But in our hearts you are always there,
The gates of memory will never close,
We miss you more than anyone knows,
With tender love and deep regret,
We who love you will never forget.
Gone is the face we loved so dear
Silent is the voice we loved to hear.
Too far away for sight or speech,
But not too far for love to reach,
Sweet to remember them once here,
Who, though absent, is just as dear.
In all the world we shall not find
A heart so wonderfully kind,
So soft a voice, so sweet a smile,
Inspiration worthwhile;
A sympathy so sure, so deep
A love so beautiful to keep.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Do you ever sit in an empty room
do you appreciate an open bloom
do you smell it's sweet perfume
Do you feel the need to 'talk out loud'
but theres no one there to hear
do you hear a voice call out your name
so close up to your ear
Have you ever felt a sudden chill pas by
and the hair on your neck stands up
have you gone to pour a cup of tea
but someone's moved your cup
Do you believe in angels
do they make you smile
have you felt one on each shoulder
as you walk that long wiery mile
Do you know that all these things
are messages to you
do you believe that they exist
i'll tell you.....YES THEY DO
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They say that time heals,
And I don't believe it for a minute,
We simply learn to cope,
However we take with us the smiles,
The joys and the memories
That will never fade
Along with the love
Thats clearly there
In our hearts.
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In all the world we shall not find
A heart so wonderfully kind,
So soft a voice, so sweet a smile,
Inspiration worthwhile;
A sympathy so sure, so deep
A love so beautiful to keep.
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Thankyou for all the candles, tributes and support from all my friends .x God Bless x
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ X GTS SPECIAL FRIENDS X ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Xx Pass this on to all your friends xX
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE
THAT HAS TAKEN THE TIME
TO LIGHT A CANDLE OR TRIBUTE
FOR MY VERY PRECIOUS SON
CHRISTOPHER THAT I
LOVE AND MISS SO MUCH
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
mummy lies
Mommy
My Mom, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
From now until the day she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
She used to tell the truth a lot,
But now it doesn't matter,
I died and went to heaven,
Her life is all in tatters.
Ask my Mom how she is?
She'll say 'yes I'm fine'!
She wants to beg
'Please help me, I can't find that angel of mine!
Ask my Mom how she is, she'll say 'I'm alright'
If that's the truth then tell me,
Why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mom how she is,
She seems to cope so well
She didn't have a choice,
You see, nor the strength to yell.
You think you know the feeling,
But this, it cannot be,
For even though you loved me,
You didn't love as much as she.
She will smile and tell you,
'It's ok, God, he has a plan'.
But she will turn away and cry,
Cause she just can't understand.
Tell a joke and she will laugh,
But she is not ok,
She wants to share the joke with me,
But it will not be today.
Some day you will feel better
'Yes I will' she lies.
She knows this will not happen,
Until the day she dies.
Ask my Mom how she is,
She'll say, thank you, I'm good,
She cannot tell you how she feels,
Oh I wish she could.
Ask my Mom how she is
'Im fine, Im well, Im coping'.
For God's sake Mom,
Just tell the truth, just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in heaven,
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen.
Hug her, hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold
I'll say 'Your lucky to get in here
With all the lies you told
foot prints
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes
from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two
sets of footprints, other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one
set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me
always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed
you most, have you not been there for me?"
The Lord replied, "The years when you have seen only one set of footprints,
my child, is when I carried you."
my little man
I wish i could of seen your eyes connor,your smile,that would of been my wish.when i held you in my arms you were so perfect in every way,there was no answers why,sudden death the doctors said there was nothing wrong with you,so why did you go, this is the one thing i ask myself every day.you were only 4pounds 6 ouns so at some point you stopped growing, coz your bother and sisters were all big.they said they did'nt know if you had been asleep for 3 hours 3 days or more how could i not know this i felt you move,then the doctor said that was you just floating around inside of me,the only good to come out of this was that i did'nt know you had gone.Me and your dad had to do alot of thinking after we lost you could i have another baby we said yes we would and on the 8.8.99 i had your baby sister she looked just like a angle connor golden blonde hair and the most beautiful blue eyes, i know you sent her to me and i thank you so much son.When i think back to the time i lost you son i think of the times when i would cry myself to sleep and i would feel you lying on me i could make out your little body your head would be on my chest and your arms around me and i would rap my arms around my chest as if i was holding you it made me feel so close to you i think it was your way of saying look mummy i'm here because i know you were,and now when i'm feeling down you always come and give me a hug and i want to say thank you so much son i know you never really left me.you and me forever cj mummys little man xxxxxx
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